I love eating. As a nurse who just sits around in peoples homes for 12 hours/3 days a week I don't do much for exercise. When I'm at home, I sit on my ass and watch my son play in the house. I'm growing to big to fit into my fat cloths, or what I considered my fat cloths. I think its time for this nurse to go on a diet.
I shiver when I think of this awful word. What does it mean to me to go on a diet. Keeping track every day of what I'm eating. Worrying about having to pack my lunch each day I work. Never eating fast food again (well at least the unhealthy fast food). And the lack of motivation to get up off the couch and exercise. At the end of the day I think, "Yeah I've made it through another day" then comes to mind "now I have to do this crap again tomorrow". I have such a bad attitude when it comes to dieting. But I did promise my husband that I would lose weight 1. before we were married (have been married for 6 years) 2. before I got a tattoo (I have two now) 3. before we had children (my son is one years old). I don't keep promises very well now do I? Well, I think I might change my way of thinking towards dieting. Thinking of it as a game. Challenge myself, most of the females in my family had gastric bypass surgery done so they kinda cheated.
I will show them..... hahaha who am I kidding?
Well we will see. I'm running out of cloths to wear. Maybe I will diet and then when losing some weight I can feel better when exercising. Will keep in touch!
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Hey Mama!! It's yer sister!! I know you can do it but I think the track to loosing weight will, first and foremost, come with the attitude of "Screw my husband, I want to get healthier for myself and for my son!" Also, it will most likely come with exercise. I know, sounds terrible, doesn't it? I think that you should try signing up for classes. Classes that you will be surrounded by women, like Curves. Sign up with a friend so that the two of you can motivate each other into going because sometimes the thought of you wasting your money isn't enough for you to get your ass into gear. Trust me, you will feel so much better about yourself!!! You can do this!!! And make your husband go on a diet too. He needs to loose some weight. He needs to support you in this if he wants to see you succeed, and that is the only way how. I love you.
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